EleazarI’m not perfect, but if you let me in, I promise to take things slow. I won’t rush our beginning. I will take my time getting to know you piece by piece, layer by layer. I will ask you about all the little things first. I will become your friend. I will listen to your…
Drew WilsonGeneral Personality Gemini is often striving to integrate socially while also striving to break away from societal authority. Despite being very outspoken, they are not the most rebellious sign. They simply revel in their individuality, and value their own personal freedom above everything else. When they need to be around others, they will make…
“And the same night again,” She whispered in her mind, pitch dark sky and the dusky clouds. The city lights appeared to wane in front of inky sky.The people and animals scurried to the comfort of their homes while the trees swayed with the wind.The stars were hidden behind the fluffy clouds.The sky engulfed in a never ended blanket of pure emptiness.
It had been few months now that she shifted to a new place for a better job. She kept on working all day long like a clock.Every Day while returning from work in evening, she wandered along the streets, she used to see a mob of people chitchatting and laughing.For her this was just a dream, having some friends in an unknown city. While she missed her home, she kept on recalling old memories. Her life was filled with emptiness and pain. Even though she had a good job and place to reside,there was something missing.
While she recalled her old days, she stood right at the window and kept on gazing the sky for hours and hours. For her it was a sleepless night, a night which was filled with bed of loneliness and despair. All alone in her spacious and extravagant flat she kept on searching for something in sky to fill her sadness.
Somewhere deep inside her heart, she had a belief that this night was different. Even the dullest sky gave her hope.She kept on chasing sky in hope of a shining star.
She somehow wanted to come out of loneliness. She felt as if the sky and stars
would fill her life with happiness and gratitude. And this hope made her determination firm and she looked at the sky without blinking her eyes.
Her hope did not turn into despair , a bright star popped out from the shaggy cloud.
Seeing this, her face shined up, it appeared as if the brightness of star had lightened her face. She realized how a small hope and inner belief changed the way she looked at her LIFE. She suddenly felt like the city was all her, the sky which once was filled with emptiness was now a reason of her happiness. The bright star and the sky suddenly added a meaning to her life, she started loving her work and found the place to be the most interesting one. Her emptiness blew away like a storm and there was now everything that she loved. She became a kind of girl who was now crazy about her life and she realized this is all what she always dreamt off.
Even the darkest sky changed her Life to a Brighter one.
Stay Hopeful and Keep trying .. 🙂
Love your LIFE , for Miracle can happen any time when you least expect it to happen.
Today is the day, when we have parted ways. I still can’t digest this but I think this is what destiny wants from us. I know you think I was all wrong when we were together. But all I can say is even I have a heart that beats, that weeps, that speaks, that cares…
I am in situation where
I walk but I don’t know the path where I would end up,
I eat but seems like my taste buds are dead,
I cry but I have no one to hear it,
I sleep but I feel my sleep is scrappy,
I shout but still my voice is unheard,
I am in huge mob but still I am alone.
I wish I could explain you for why I have changed. Yes, I agree I was wrong many a times, but trust me that was just a bad situation. It’s not only me who has done mistake, every human does. We humans are here to do mistake and learn, and so have I learned always.
The journey that we shared had many ups and downs but still we tried, tried and tried. You know love is like a magic, and this magic did happen to me. But suddenly the magic got carried away with the cyclone. The wind blew away my mind, I realized I was all wrong the way. I felt I was running from the ugly truth. I felt I was cheating on my responsibilities. At one point of time I suddenly realized I had to grow up. And this was the time when I started becoming tough. It’s not like I dint care for you, but my mind turned listless. For I was tough from outside but my heart sobbed a lot. I could not express what I felt. I knew my attitude made you hate me. I know you still hate me and henceforth you will.
The bridge of life has killed the child inside me. You might be thinking what your fault in all these was, but even I have no answer for it. I just don’t want you to hate me, for you are the only person that knows truth inside me. I want you to be my pillar and not hater.I can’t run away from either of things, but you know how my life is. This is how destiny works. Saddened part is you feel that loss is all yours, but it’s not so. Now when we have parted ways, I really don’t want you to take me wrong anymore.
There are times when we feel person is wrong but what I believe is situation is wrong. Understanding someone and sacrificing needs a big heart, I know it’s difficult but you hold a very big heart. You are a person of delight and compassion, you are caring and sorted. I know you can’t harm me for you are the person who had loved me from to and forth. So did I but it was deduced wrong by life.
Trust me when I say even I have sacrificed, but I carry a weak heart. A heart that is no longer capable of speaking or expressing.A heart that can’t no longer be stupid, i know it’s late but how can i cheat on my responsibilities. I know you compare with rest of the couples in world, but understand for my case is different. Don’t hate me for I am not wrong. Time for us is to be bold enough and face the ugly truth. I know you might think it sounds easy to say but I feel time would heal if we allow destiny to route our life.
For i know you still have negative vibes for me, but trust me this is not easy for me too. I didn’t know it would end up this way. If i had known it earlier i would not ever scrap your life. For I am not your enemy,but I am your well-wisher. I trust the Great Almighty for he will fill your life with all my good wishes. You deserve much better and Life will give you beautiful surprises along the path for i have asked Almighty to do so.
You know our life is like a circus ring and our ring master will make us meet somewhere down the lane. Relation might change but at the end we will meet again.
Last but not the least:
“You and I will meet again, when we are least expecting it. One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face, I won’t say Good Bye my friend for you and I will meet again”
The world around me has apparently changed since last few days. What i saw, what i felt was never such before. My perception for Life has changed. Before all this realization, like every other human being even I used to curse my fate for things that never used to turn out in my favor. There were times when i even thought of ending this all and running far away. But, now I realize behind all those complains, pain and sad moments I was and I am already bestowed with the most valuable gift and I call it : LIFE…
Today when I sit back, my mind recalls of many incidents. From all, an incident took place that made me realize how wrong i was taking my life.
Few days back, person close to me suffered from the greatest loss – loss of a dearest family member. I can’t even imagine for how painful their days might be.Even if today i wake at midst of dark night, my heart sobs for the loss. Their life has completely trembled, with each passing day the pain is getting deeper and deeper in their hearts. For our destiny is never in our hands, as an individual we just have to accept and move ahead with our beloved one’s memory. It sounds easy to say, but i know it’s difficult to accept.But above all this, I believe, Heavenly God will give them strength and fill their lives with freshness.
After this incident,my mind keeps on dwelling in few thoughts.There are times when our destiny ends and times when we ourself end it. Although when the thread of life ends on own, we can never connect it back. This pain is going to live deepest scar in our life, no one can fill up for the loss. In such situation we have no option rather to accept and live on with our loved one’s memory.
Times when we ourself try to end our Life, we can always pause for a while and think. Why do we think about all bad things that happen to us and why not recall all that has happened good throughout the journey. No one of us would always have a sound going life. There might be span of days, when things would not work out well but above all this, one day the faded flower is going to blossom.One day all our pain is going to flee away.Heavenly God has designed something better for us and he is soon going to open his cards.
All this reminds me of a beautiful thought :
Life asked Death : “Why do people Love me but Hate you”?
And to this
Death responded :”Because you are a Beautiful LIE and i am a Painful TRUTH”..
Think twice about this.. and you will start loving your life 🙂
Cherish the gift (“LIFE”) bestowed on us by great Almighty as the gift is very precious..
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To the First LOVE of my Life – My Dad…
Dad, from holding me in your arms and making me walk you have always been around me. When I think about my childhood, I hardly can recall few memories but still my face lights up with a sparkling smile because I know I was always given more than I deserved.
Dad today if I stand in this world it’s all because of your support and your confidence in me. I still remember how you stood beside me, when I struggled to gain my balance while learning how to ride bicycle. By the time when you realized I was able to balance, you insisted to remove those training wheels. And when I rode perfectly without falling, you jumped up in glee and shouted “Yay! My baby you did it”.
Dad, i know i was not an easy child to deal with. My all demands from a small chocolate to the most expensive doll were always fulfilled. You were the person, who always saved me from getting punished even if I was wrong. On my 12 Boards you were in fright more than me. I still remember how you continuously chanted prayers for my board results. And when the results were out, you happily told about it to everyone. When I was on the cusp of choosing a career, you held my hand and told me to do what I wanted to. I was not even strong enough to think about my career but it is you who guided me in the right direction.
I remember first time when I stepped out of your shelter for graduation, you guided me so well with all norms of the outside world. At that time, I know I just disregarded all your advice. I was in my teen, and was just so excited to enjoy the new phase of life. But soon I realized taking your advices lightly was my stupidity. The day I got my first job, I remember you proudly telling everyone about it even though it wasn’t a fancy one.
Dad, I could not even realize how my innocent childhood turned into fright. With passing years, I now can understand how difficult it is to survive in this world. There are people in this world who always hold their eyes on me, they always try to let me down, they wait for me to fail, they try to suppress me, and they try to break my confidence. But above all this I know there is one person in this world who can save me and it’s you, DAD.
The journey of my Life would never had been on right track if you did not ride it. Dad today I won’t wish for something but rather I would request you – “Dad, hold me tight enough, save me from the world, for I, your daughter, does not want to grow up anymore”. I still want to be your little cranky daughter. All I know is I just want to be in your shelter. I know you are the only one person who would be beside me when this world would wave off. Your one look gives me confidence to face this world, your smile flings my tears away, and your warm hug makes me feel secured.
You were, you are and you will be my Prince forever. I always want to be Apple of your eye. Don’t let your daughter go away, for she is nothing without you.